lols. came back yesterday..
alisha was sooooo cute... hahahas..
cant w8 to meet her again.. haish.. my little niece..
oh god! mish her already..
stayed at mak teh's hs.. gt to take care of alisha. hahahas..
the nite there, i slept ard 3.30am++.. hahahas.. talk to kak odah.. ghost stories and all. family problems.. hahahas. so loong i haven had such a talk with her.. and btw, i gt a new school bag!! so happy abt it hahahas.. andd guess what, its purple!!! hahahas.. i know im such a purpleholic.. but seems that i just cant resist the colour.. hahahas..
kay larhs.. want to check me facebook.. maybe if can, ill post alisha's pics.. hahahas..

PS: her birthday is on 7 Dec.. December baby.. hahahas.. tata!!

lols.. seriously, i forgotten to tell ya that tml, im going malaysia again.. diaoz.. i really no want to folo, but my mum insist coz, she no fwen.. haish.. be back on sun..
the proposal was Very freakin funny and sweet movie..
brb.. going to take me burger..
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back.. hahahas..
so where was i? ahh.. yesh..
yupps..
THE PROPOSAL was so damned freaking sweet movie.. made me cry again.. hahahahas.. damn.. shit.. im full of love today.. hahahas. kays.. really gtg.. my grandma gonna call me to go to sleep soon.. haish.. yupps, the nite is still young but not for her.. XDD

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Romeo X Juliet anime was soo damn touching..
Love really means sacrifice.. The power of Love cant be defeated.
It is the greatest power of all.. It makes u happy, sad and sometimes hurt. But it all come about to who u love and to who that love u..
With love, everything can work out. Sometimes people mistaken that love is something that not anyone can get. But LOVE is for everyone.. Literally everyone. whether u are bad, kind, handicap.. when u found it, dont ever lose it. Love does not mean u must have the person u love with u. But it is when u see the person u love happy. It means sacrificing.
Though it hurts, but one must always know that love is everywhere.. All they had to is find it...

Lols, philosphy of life which i still cant understand.. Hope to understand it one day.. But i know Loving someone does not meaning u must be with him/her. But it is seeing that the person u love is happy...

lols.. woke up ard 7.45 in the morning to go to pasar.then, came back at ard 8.50. tot of watching the wedding games cd but then my dvd remote spoil so no sub so dont understand what they are saying.. diaos..
then, my cuz came. watched ellen and half of oprah.. then change channel to OKTO. damned bored. fell asleep. so here i am.. haish.. dk what to do now.. maybe facebooking or watching movie..

so the only happy news is that i know my new niece name ready. It is Nur Alisya . should be the spelling. i suck at remembering the spelling of someone's name. haish.. kay larhs.. i really dont want to bore u out so im outta here.. Chioaxx! X)

First of all want to wish VEENA a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! hahahax..
btw, i just know that kak siti gave birth.. dont know when but saw the pics.. THE BABY SOOO CUTE!!
dk what's her name.. but really want to know so tell me ya!! hahahas.. wish i could go and see. haish.. i really want to carry baby.. seems to attach to them better than adult, teenagers.. can talk to them abt anythin because they dont understand.. hahahahas.. so now i gt 2 nephews and 3 nieces.. hahahas.. so old ready.. become aunty ready.. hahahahas..

hope to see my new niece soon!! ltr maybe i post again if i gt the name.. hahahas.. byebye!!
good mood today.. seeing my niece is healthyly delivered by kak siti!! XDD
wish all the best for them, the young parents!! hahahas.. XDD

damn pissed with this stupid com..
finally gt to play maple.. and then it shut down.. god, what on earth is happening??
nth in this world seems to like me being happy.. pagipagi dah kene marah coz, my mom saya i dah tak ingat nak balik.. juz coz i stayed at my cuz hs till ard 11+.. suppose to go in the mrning.. she expects me to what wake up at 7 then straight away go bath and balek.. macam tak appreciate mama ita's effort of helping her buy my books.. mcm u know what ungrateful like that.. just go out not even saying goodbye.. still seha wanted to follow me home to find her phone.. till now tak jumper.. sry if im mixing this post with malay.. just that im soo damn pissed off..
at least i git a "new" bag with kak aifaa give to me.. :D happy for that..
just  gt to know this morning that i need to go to sch for form collecting.. collect what form also idk.. always the last to know abt info.. haish maybe it is just my luck.. just nw i just did some reflection in the toilet.. lols.. that right.. in the toilet!! just thinking abt all the promises i made that i did not even live up to it..

i would like sincerely to apologise to people who i hurt or let's say let down due to my attitude.. the promises that i made and did not try to live up to it, i will from now onwards to at least try my best to do it.. a very sincere sry to ms sha if she is reading this.. for i knw she is the person i most let down in sch..
seriously, im very sincerely sry.. my life really sucks.. and i really wanted to do my best but it  just that, i dont really think i can.. to more i think abt it the more i feel like i dont care abt it.. haish.. i dont know what lies for me in the future. maybe it could be worst than this or even better, which i hope so.. so i really need the support from all the people out there that i really cares and matter to me soo much.. thanks for understanding me. i really cant find myself.. cant face the world right now. cant even face my own fear.. it feels as if my life is only surrounds me at my house.. im not even feeling that im a human right now.. i feel that im just a burden that everyone i care need to carry.. therefore im sincerely sorry for what i did.. promise to be better.. i hope i can live to that promise i just made.. idk whats happeninng to me.. seriously.. since secondary sch.. the whole me change.. noone knw in secondary sch knew thw old me.. as i've change.. i really miss the old me back.. the me whom everyone like.. the me whom everyone looks up to..

so i really hope u guys out there, pls stay out of the life i just created. be ur ownself. the selfless self of urself the one everyone hope to see. dont be like me..

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